people fear a lot of things. there are a lot of things you can attach the suffix -phobia to. but my one greatest fear...the one thing that will get everything I consider "me" is loneliness.
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
i dont know if this is true by Lifehouse is a Christian band. so if you juxtapose these lyrics with the faith life i have come to lead. these are the lyrics to the song "Broken". and there are times in my life when i do feel lonely. despite the care i put into building relationships, or the attention i give to those special in my life. there is a part of me that has this great fear of being alone. a part of me that shakes and quivers with the thought that no one can understand.
"I'm hanging on another day...YOU said that I will be okay". i am a believer in knowing that a grand and master plan is at work here. i am a believer in the limitedness that humans possess. i am a believer that we are creatures of a Creator. but a belief that quivers is not properly grounded. i was promised greatness. i was promised wonders. i was promises amazement.
"I am barely holding on to YOU". take me back to that time I fell in love. take me back to that time i came to know "I am". take me back to that time i became forgiven. let me remember with poignant clarity the joy of beig yours. let me remember. help me remember. the joys you have promised me are somewhat being clouded by a darkened shroud. it is cold in the loneliness. disensitized.
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
i dont know if this is true by Lifehouse is a Christian band. so if you juxtapose these lyrics with the faith life i have come to lead. these are the lyrics to the song "Broken". and there are times in my life when i do feel lonely. despite the care i put into building relationships, or the attention i give to those special in my life. there is a part of me that has this great fear of being alone. a part of me that shakes and quivers with the thought that no one can understand.
"I'm hanging on another day...YOU said that I will be okay". i am a believer in knowing that a grand and master plan is at work here. i am a believer in the limitedness that humans possess. i am a believer that we are creatures of a Creator. but a belief that quivers is not properly grounded. i was promised greatness. i was promised wonders. i was promises amazement.
"I am barely holding on to YOU". take me back to that time I fell in love. take me back to that time i came to know "I am". take me back to that time i became forgiven. let me remember with poignant clarity the joy of beig yours. let me remember. help me remember. the joys you have promised me are somewhat being clouded by a darkened shroud. it is cold in the loneliness. disensitized.
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