Saturday, September 13, 2008

i'm missing you

heard this song play in the car a while back as i drove my sister to Ateneo. i cant remember the last time i felt this way. it's a heady emotion that's just gone straight to the heart. i ache and echo with the words of this song. is it possible to feel this way at such short notice?

it has become a rare occassion where i give in to sentimentality. it's been quite a while since i felt such strong tuggings in my heart. i really cant explain it, and even if i tried i dont think i'd give it justice. i am happy. it's so simplistic to say it as such but i am. happiness can mean so many and yet it says so little.

Thought I heard your voice yesterday
When I turned around to say
That I loved you baby
I realize, it was just my mind
Played tricks on me

And it seems colder lately at night
And I try to sleep with the lights on
Every time the phone rings
I pray to God it's you
And I just can't believe
That we're through

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Is it turning over this time
Have we really changed our minds about each other's love
All the feelings that we used to share
I refuse to believe
That you don't care

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I, and I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

I've got to gather myself as together
I've been through worst kinds of weather
If it's over now
Then I'll be strong
Can't believe that you're gone
I've got to carry over

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I, and I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Oh there's no other way to say it
I can't deny it
I miss you baby
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Oh no other way to say it
I miss you baby
There's no other
That you're deprived of me now
That you're deprived of me now
I miss you
Said I can't deny it
I, I, I, I miss you baby
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

i think my friends will laugh when they read this. perhaps they'll even turn their heads in disgust. they don't understand. but most of them see the smile on my face or the way i glow--its dawns on them to just let me be. there is perhaps only one other person who will be able to congratulate me, and even share in this joy. she's busy experiencing the time of her own life now. kindred souls i should say. kindred spirits.

i'm missing you babe. cant wait for you to get back here. life is perfect when i'm in your arms.

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